Dear....

Do you ever miss someone so much it hurts?

It randomly came onto me this evening. One name suddenly flashed on my mind, out of nowhere. It's my past high school crush's. I wondered how he's doing right now, we have not been in contact since graduation. Does he still remember me, a high school friend? He was a good friend met through being a classmate in 10th grade. He was so kind he even helped me shut off a stalker, haha. We were never in the same class anymore after that, but his kindness did not end there. He helped me in his ways in 11th grade when I was not doing so well in my extracurricular activities. Fast forward years later, I met him again on my way to class at campus, someone called my name, I almost didn't recognize who he was. He did not change much actually, but it was really unexpected meeting him there! Turns out, he was attending a competition in Faculty of Medicine. The talk was very short and awkward as I needed to catch my class, but until now I regret it so much that I didn't try to contact him again after. 

Today, I read his blog. His latest post was relatively new, December 2019. He still likes to write, I see. And still as adventurous as ever :)) How are you? Are you doing well? I wish I can catch up with you in a ways that it wouldn't be awkward...